Reading at CthulhuCon Today

CthulhuCon officially opened yesterday, though the first evening was mostly just registration, setup, and exploring the hotel.

We spent most of our time in the Crowne Plaza hotel bar, which seems to be how these things go. Arrive, sit in the bar for an hour, decide “We should see what else is going on,” then leave the bar and after wandering for a few minutes, rush back to the bar for its nurturing atmosphere and steady supply of alcohol and snacks.

This afternoon (2PM) I’ll be reading in an hour block with Wilum Pugmore and David Barker. I intend to read from my story “Delirium Sings at the Maelstrom Window” which will appear in Ross E. Lockhart’s upcoming anthology CTHULHU FHTAGN!

I won’t have time to read the whole story, so in the next few hours I have to decide whether to read from the beginning (and probably stop before things get really interesting) or summarize the setup and start reading from the middle.

Conventions are always a lot of fun – partly because of programmed events, and partly because it’s great to reconnect with a group of wonderful friends who haven’t seen one another in months. If you’ll be at CthulhuCon, we’ll see you there. If not, consider attending NecronomiCon in Providence in August, or the HP Lovecraft Film Fest in Portland in October!

Sending Messages Back in Time

I sometimes blog about things I’ve learned along the way about writing and publishing. I don’t do this because I consider myself an authority. Further, I believe so many different ways exist of approaching these things that anyone presenting themselves as an authority, or their advice as definitive, is probably not to be trusted or believed.

I write about these things partly because it’s fun to look back at my own entries from years ago and see how much I’ve progressed. The biggest reason is that I remember how useful it was, when I was much less experienced myself, to find blogs in which more experienced people explained things they’d come to understand along the way.

In particular I remember blog entries by Paolo Bacigalupi, Jay Lake, Elizabeth Bear and Laird Barron, back in the last 2000s. Blogs about process, about gradual breakthroughs and continuing frustrations. I remember meeting Jay Lake and David Levine at a writers’ retreat and being surprised to hear they both still often received rejections (at the time, Lake was being published everywhere, and Levine had won a Hugo award) and still experienced their share of defeats.

On social media it sometimes seems people are posting everywhere all about their latest acceptances and upcoming publications. People don’t talk nearly so much about their rejections. I think in fragile moments, a writer may be tempted to believe they’re the only one still getting rejected among their peers and the writers they follow and admire.

Anybody can fall into the trap of thinking, “Now that I’ve begun to get some traction, and found some editors who like what I do, I’ll never fail again.” When you find this isn’t true, that it isn’t so easy, it can be painfully disruptive to a developing writer’s confidence.

The bottom line is that making any progress as a writer is much harder than anyone imagines in advance than it might be. Once you start publishing a little, building on early successes will take a longer time and more arduous toil than you might guess.

Even if you work harder than ever before, improve your skills, refine your voice, write better stories, and get your name out there in front of new editors and publishers, advancement will still probably be slow and halting.

If the improvement is real and your diligence doesn’t wear down, that hoped-for progress will be made. Just nowhere near as easily, as quickly or as smoothly as you might hope.

Keep going anyway. Work harder. Don’t stop.

Maybe I can’t send this message back to myself in 2011 or 2012, when I could’ve really used it. At least I can leave it here for someone who’s at the right stage in their progress to possibly find these observations of some use.

All the Upcoming Things

Today I updated the STORIES page on this blog to include my recent acceptances. I think this is the most stuff I’ve ever had pending all at once.

I also think many people never look at that page, so I’ll post the whole current list of forthcoming publications below as well.

“Jewels and False Memories: The Origins of a Lunatic” in Surreal Worlds, edited by Vincenzo Bilof
FORTHCOMING, SPRING-SUMMER 2015

“Miles and Kathrine at the Crimson” in Leaves of a Necronomicon, edited by Joseph S. Pulver Sr.
FORTHCOMING, AUGUST 2015

“Apprentice, Muse and Mancer” in A Mythos Grimmly, edited by Jeremy Hochhalter
FORTHCOMING, EARLY 2015

“The Tidal Pull of Salt and Sand” in Xnoybis #1, edited by Jordan Krall
FORTHCOMING, SPRING-SUMMER 2015

“Delirium Sings at the Maelstrom Window” in Cthulhu Fhtagn!, edited by Ross E. Lockhart
FORTHCOMING, AUGUST 2015

“The Smoke Lodge” in Autumn Cthulhu, edited by Mike Davis
FORTHCOMING, AUGUST 2015

Thanks for all the above editors and publishers for believing in my work. One thing I’ve always hoped for was to find a variety of outlets for my work. I hope to have at least one more item to add to the list before too long.

Cthulhu Fhtagn! Table of Contents

Editor and Publisher Ross E. Lockhart of Word Horde has published the full Table of Contents of his upcoming anthology CTHULHU FHTAGN! Also note, the exclamation point is part of the title, not just my excitement about this book.

Word Horde post HERE.

And if you just want to see the TOC, here’s that…

Cthulhu Fhtagn!
Table of Contents

Introduction: In His House at R’lyeh… – Ross E. Lockhart
The Lightning Splitter – Walter Greatshell
Dead Canyons – Ann K. Schwader
Delirium Sings at the Maelstrom Window – Michael Griffin
Into Ye Smoke-Wreath’d World of Dream – W. H. Pugmire
The Lurker In the Shadows – Nathan Carson
The Insectivore – Orrin Grey
The Body Shop – Richard Lee Byers
On a Kansas Plain – Michael J. Martinez
The Prince of Lyghes – Anya Martin
The Curious Death of Sir Arthur Turnbridge – G. D. Falksen
Aerkheim’s Horror – Christine Morgan
Return of the Prodigy – T.E. Grau
The Curse of the Old Ones – Molly Tanzer and Jesse Bullington
Love Will Save You – Cameron Pierce
Assemblage Point – Scott R. Jones
The Return of Sarnath – Gord Sellar
The Long Dark – Wendy N. Wagner
Green Revolution – Cody Goodfellow
Don’t Make Me Assume My Ultimate Form – Laird Barron

This promises to be a great one. I’m excited to be part of another Word Horde book, and also to share a Table of Contents with so many great writers — some for the first time, others for the second or third time.

I’ll Be in Cthulhu Fhtagn!

In 2014, I had a story in the 2nd Word Horde anthology, the Laird Barron tribute The Children of Old Leech. This made me very happy, as I’m a huge fan of Laird’s writing. My story “Firedancing” remains one of my own favorites, and was even called out in a number of reviews of the book.

I’m happy to report that I’ll have a story in the 4th Word Horde anthology, Cthulhu Fhtagn! edited by Ross E. Lockhart. My story is called “Delirium Sings at the Maelstrom Window” and is a sort of present-day sequel to “The Music of Erich Zann.” Despite this connection to Lovecraft’s story, it still very much has the feel of my work, and will probably annoy some Lovecraft fans.

The cover hasn’t been revealed yet, and I don’t know the full table of contents, but quite a few great writers announced their participation this week, including: Anya Martin, Orrin Grey, Ted E. Grau, Scott R. Jones, Nathan Carson, Wendy Wagner, Molly Tanzer & Jesse Bullington.

I’ll post more information as soon as I can. This should be an excellent project, and I’m very excited to have a part in it.

Standing and Walking

I’ve always been interested in seeing pictures of how creative people work, maybe because I’m constantly tweaking and reworking my own work processes and tools.

Maybe the most notable thing about how and where I write is that I write in a lot of different places and situations. Sometimes I write longhand, sometimes I type into a simple distraction-free text editor (Byword or Writeroom or Pywrite), though most often I work in Scrivener.

This variety is driven by the need to move around and change positions throughout the day (especially on Sundays, when I wrote from early morning until 8PM) for comfort’s sake, and also in recognition of the importance of trying different approaches.

I haven’t included a picture of my main desk, but here are a couple of alternatives I sometimes use.

First, a standing desk.

standing

In the above photo, I’m using a vertical monitor orientation and a distraction-free (meaning no menus or toolbars or icons visible, just a page full of words) text editor.

I enjoy the change to a standing position, though I doubt I could write like this for an entire day. I tend to move around a lot, and I enjoy standing right between the stereo speakers. Music is a big part of the background atmosphere I use to create the right mental space.

At least once a week, I write on the treadmill.

treadmill

You can buy expensive “treadmill desks” but I’ve created my own setup by clamping a board across our existing treadmill. In this photo, I’m using a shoebox to lift my laptop to the desired height, but lately I’m using a more permanent lift solution… one of those adjustable aerobic “step exercisers.”

While writing, I walk at a pretty low speed, usually 2.2 MPH. Faster walking makes it hard to type accurately. In order to get myself a bit of a workout — I want to get some exercise, and increase my heart rate, but not get too sweaty while I’m touching the keyboard — I increase the treadmill incline to 6 or 8 degrees.

I find myself getting caught up in the world of the story and forgetting about the walking. Usually I do at least 90 minutes, more often closer to two hours. It’s something I’d very highly recommend to writers who need to spend a lot of hours writing, and lament the usual lack of activity.

There’s nothing too noteworthy about my laptop – it’s a 17″ Macbook Pro and I use Scrivener quite a bit. I also rely on an internet-blocking program called Self Control to prevent myself from using the distraction of social media to escape when the writing work gets tough.

XNOYBIS #1 Up For Preorder

The debut issue of XNOYBIS, the weird fiction journal from Dunhams Manor Press, is now available for preorder. My story “The Tidal Pull of Salt and Sand” will appear, along with lots of other cool stuff.

Limited to 100 copies
Approx. 140 pages.
Ships in late May/early June.

The first issue of this quarterly Weird Fiction Journal of fiction, nonfiction, and art.

Includes a newly found and previously unpublished interview with Thomas Ligotti from 1999. It has been approved for current publication by Mr. Ligotti.

Also:
A HISTORY OF SACRIFICE (An Exhibit)
Nathan Wunner

THE BATTLE OF CLOS YR ONNEN
Matt Leyshon

A TRACE OF DARKNESS
C.M. Muller

PROFESSOR COGNOSCENTE’S CALIGINOUS CHARMS CARNIVAL
Christopher Slatsky

CARNOMANCER, OR THE MEAT MANAGER’S PREROGATIVE
Matthew M. Bartlett

THE TIDAL PULL OF SALT AND SAND
Michael Griffin

THE RIVE
Clint Smith

THE POE BUG: A Journey to the Center of Poepathy and Beyond
Selena Chambers

S.P. MISKOWSKI’S THE SKILLUTE CYCLE:
A Review
Joseph Zanetti

Interior art by Dave Felton

PURCHASE LINK: http://dynatox.storenvy.com/collections/240632-all-products/products/12449961-xnoybis-1-quarterly-journal-of-weird-fiction-dunhams-manor-press

xnoybis

Update on Surreal World Anthology

A few months back I mentioned an upcoming anthology Surreal Worlds which will include my story “Jewels and False Memories: The Origins of a Lunatic.”

The publisher has just shared an updated cover image, a design by Matthew Revert. I think it looks fantastic!

SurrealWorlds

Here’s the table of contents, maybe not in the final order. This should be out fairly soon from Bizarro Pulp Press.

Steve Rasnic Tem – Paula Breaks
John Palisano – The BiPolar Express
Gabino Iglesias – aaaaaaaaa
Robin Wyatt Dunn – A Shadow of a Princess’s Dream
Bruce Boston – Surreal Chess
Rhys Hughes – Bones of Jones
R.A. Harris – The Noise that Stains
Seb Doubinsky – Goodbye Babylon (excerpt)
Thomas Logan – The Continued Instances of George Marthis within the Singularity, wherein the Instance Knows No Rules (George is Old When Our Story Starts)
Daniel Vlasaty – Everything is Colors, All of Them
Michael Griffin – Jewels and False Memories: The Origins of a Lunatic
Max Booth III – One Day I’ll Quit this Job and Rule the World
Dustin Reade – House Party
Adrian Ludens – I Can Do What I Need to in the Dark
Andrew Wayne Adams – Light Amplification by Stimulated Emission of Radiation
Wol-vriey – The End of the World Pie
Allen Griffin – I, Autocorrect
Tom Bradley – Mr. Fuck You, Okay?
Chantal Noordeloos – Labels
Don Webb – The Last God
Bob Ritchie – The Mahler Stream
Eli Wilde – Snowflakes Falling, Pages Turning
Antonio Magogoli – The Inmost Plague Bell Swims
Chris Kelso – The Statement of Tom Tryout
Carter Rydr – Pain Pig’s Pilgrimage

2014 Year End

It always seems the case that when I go longer than usual without a blog update, it’s during a stretch of especially hard work.

I just finished writing a 38k word novella, which I hope will occupy the final slot in my planned story collection. I’ve assembled that collection manuscript and begun the submission process, and I hope before too long I’ll have some idea when, how and where my collection may appear.

I had a good year writing and publishing in 2014, though it included a share of disappointments and frustrations.

Story publications included:

“No Mask to Conceal Her Voice” in the King in Yellow themed issue of Lovecraft eZine

“May Dawn Redeem What Night Destroys” in the Current 93 tribute anthology Mighty In Sorrow edited by Jordan Krall

“Firedancing” in The Children of Old Leech, the Laird Barron tribute anthology from Word Horde.

Most significantly, I published the standalone novella Far From Streets with Dunhams Manor Press. Though that was published in a small edition of only 50 copies, which quickly sold out, that publication has received an excellent response from those who have seen it. That novella should reappear in my collection, for those who missed the standalone.

These acceptances for publication should appear in 2015:

“Apprentice, Muse and Mancer” in A Mythos Grimmly

“Jewels and False Memories: The Origins of a Lunatic” in Surreal Worlds

“Miles and Kathrine at the Crimson” in Leaves of Necronomicon.

I still have several other pieces under consideration at various venues, so may soon be able to add to the list of acceptances pending publications.

Of course the biggest thing I have going is the story collection, which is now in the submission process. While that’s underway, I’m beginning work on a novel, and sorting ideas for the next few things.